day 2 of 100 - going to rant
Jul 27, 2010

2 posts today

today has been an ok day food wise... woke up really late.. i woke up around 9 and was like meh i can go another hour.. rolled over and looked at my clock.. 1230! yikes well there goes plans for the day of working in my garage to clean it up some.. too hot already... soo i hade left over enchiladas for lunch and then stir fried chicken and potoates with corn for dinner.. and a pudding cup for desert...

where today hasnt been so good.. well more like the past few weeks... gonna go on the rant now... so i was supposed to go to my grandparents house a few hours away this week to visit.. my gramps is sick, so i cant go because im sick and dont need him getting worse... so about gramps.. hes 74 way over weight and smokes, has bad eye sight and cough due to smoking.. well back on fathers day my aunts family went down there to visit and aparently he had a docs apoint the friday before and found out that he has COPD. this scared the whole family, my grammas brother(i had never met) passed away from it last year... so now he has that, so aparently he stopped smoking cold turkey that weekend and hasnt smoked since, as well as my gramma.. shes struggling to keep it up but theyre no longer smoking.. thank gawd! we've been trying to get them to stop for years now... well hes had more tests since then and we get to add more health probelms to what he already has... soo heres what he has... COPD, severe sleep apniea, empazema, something about heart failure do to the apniea and im sure theres more.. i am so worried about him..

i was supposed to go down there to also work on my moms birthday present (a scrapbook, that i need my gramma to help me finish) not that thats important at this point right now.. but i want to get that finished before sept and before school starts.. we are going down there mid aug but i cant tell my mom thats why i wanna go alone.. so trying to get better and still be able to go. now i have a problem with my jeep that i cant go anywhere far, one of the main computer syestems is faulty.. and on back order so i dont know when ill be getting it.. super.. so that puts me back too.. errghh.. ok so now what?! bleh... gotta get better, wish for the best of my gramps, get my jeep fixed, finish the scrapbook, start school, OH and start working on xmas light blocks.. craaapp...